I might not be a good human being.
Not at all.
Tapi i manusia biasa.
Sometimes it's so hard to pretend that everything is ok.
You can always fake a smile, fake a laugh.
But deep down inside, who knows?
All those YEARS.
All the HARD WORK.
Now it comes to THIS.
Oh God, what did i do wrong???
And sometimes in life, you reach to a point when you just want to give up everything you have. When you willing to throw it all away. When you just dont care anymore. You dont have faith anymore. You just have doubts. For how much longer you can put up with it.
And sometimes....in the silence of night, when you cry yourself to bed, you silently pray...may tomorrow never comes. How you wish.