Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Bad Hair Day

Ok i have to confess this.

One of the stupidest thing i've ever done in my life is perming my hair.

What a stuuuuupid decision.

I really shouldnt.

I hate my new hair. *cry*

Thought that if any jejaka Lombok saw me with this new hair they might want to try me. Or maybe on this coming hari raya i shouldnt be any nearer to my bibik.

And now, i couldnt even bear to look in the mirror and see myself with what's-this-new-ugly-hair. So the result, just after 15 minutes came back from the saloon and wasted $$$ here i am at home try my best to straighten back my hair. Bloody ha. You know the rules not to wash your hair 48 hours after perming it? And dont ever use brush to comb your hair just use your own bare hand. So basically now, im doing all i can breaking all the rules and did the opposite things hoping the perming effect will gone. 

Please pray for me.

What a bad hair day! And i really mean bad hair!

Saturday, August 21, 2010

The hardest part is over

Now that the hardest part is over. I think i could just move on. I SHOULD move on. Life has lots to offer us, isnt it? So im just gonna say goodbye to those past dreadful months. And here i am. Breathing. Surviving. Dont wanna fall again. After all, look at all things that i have, i couldnt be grateful enough. And now, i couldnt help but smile knowing that i no longer feel the pain each time i wake up EVERY MORNING. Or even the pain going off to sleep EVERY NIGHT (you know, the tears, nightmares and so on).

Well i thought it might be the 'berkat' of bulan Ramadhan as well.

Just one thing that bothers me. That i'm still not forgive. Its bad i know. But i'm human. I feel bad myself actually. You know the kind of things you said to yourself when somebody did something bad to you then you go mad and said said things like 'okey fine mintak2 esok ko kena macam ko buat aku hari ni then ko rasalah macam ape aku rasa ni'.  But sometimes i just wonder, when you hurt somebody, have it ever crossed your mind that the bad deeds done will return to you sometime??? I guess some people are so ignorant to what other feels. 

But after all, though it might takes time to forgive, i know someday i would. Just the 'day' hadnt come yet. 

Ok peeps. Gonna pack my stuff now. Going to KL today. 

P/s: I've been out-station to KL on a frequent basis now. And i get excited each time. Could this be because of ......? hurmmm just wonder.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010


Just wanna share this song.
Parachute by Cheryl Cole
And owh i love her!!
This is a very meaningful song to me ;)

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if
 I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down


Thursday, August 12, 2010


  • I always, always skip the Sahur part. Yeah, i know memang patutnya kena la amik berkat sikit tapi entah kenapa walaupun i terjaga selaluuuuu memang malas sangat nak bangun. Walaupun cuma untuk minum air masak. Sudahnya memang sambung tido balik sampai subuh. And i bukanlah jenis akan melantak makanan puas2 sebelum tido pun. So selalunya bulan puasa akan makan sekali je. Time buka. Wahh patut boleh turun 5kg ni abis puasa kan kan??

  • Saya jarang tak pegi terawikh. Its understood lah kan as i'm living with family..hiks..so tiap2 malam takde excuse kenapa taknak pegi terawikh..tapi selalunya 8 rakaat je lah..and i have my fav masjid untk pegi terawih..pasal masjid tu best kul 9 dah abis wat 8 rakaat..haha part x boleh blah.. 

  • I've experienced puasa kat Sabah masa belajar. Waktu buka sana awal sikit dari sini kan. It was surely one of the most unforgetable moment in my life. Habis 1 kota kinabalu punya bazar ramadhan dah round. But to be honest, memang tak boleh lawan bazar kat sini lah in terms of the ambience and the food especially! And also, i've experienced berpuasa di Mekah juga time mengerjakan Umrah dulu. Time kat sana takde rasa lapar macam kat sini. Buka kurma air zam zam then solat pastu baru balik hotel makan. Tu pun biasa2 je. Takdelah craving bukan2. 

  • I'm not choosy tang nak pilih makan apa untuk buka. Semuaaa pun i suka and makan. Be it nasi, mee, roti, kuih. Masak sendiri ke bazar ke hotel ke. Of course la mum's cook will always be the best. My own cook? Tak payah la. Takde sape selera nak makan kang. hikss..yeahh..cant remember when is the last time i cook a meal. A real meal lah. tapi kalau nak count in masak megi and goreng nugget tu dah banyak kali lah.

  • I do hope and pray that semoga Ramadhan kali ni membawa keberkatan untuk kita semua umat Islam. Semoga boleh lebih muhasabah dan mengenali diri sendiri. Apa-apa benda yang pahit tu tak payah ingat-ingat dah. Hargai apa yang memang dah sedia ada untuk kita. And i selalu ingatkan diri sendiri supaya jadi hambaNya yang sentiasa bersyukur. I have lots of unfulfilled wishes and dreams. Tapi apa yang dah sedia ada ni pun dah bersyukur sangat2 sebenarnya. 
Salam Ramadhan untuk semua. Puasa bukan lah setakat menahan lapar dan dahaga saja. Yang pentingnya adalah menjaga hati. Kalau tak pahala puasa kurang nanti..hikkss..pastu bulan puasa dah tak leh dah hantar msg i miss u ke hape kat pasangan..rindu ke syg ke hape simpan sampai abis puasa..dating, tgk wayang? eh no no ok..tapi kalu nak pegi terawikh same2 ke boleh tak?? hahaha..(ingatan untuk diri sendiri sebenarnya, heppp!!)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

In 2 weeks time i'm gonna be....


Hahahahahahah. Gelak macam nak gila.

Actually i had appointment with my orthodontist yesterday. This time appointment agak berdebar hokeh. Due tu last appointment 2 months ago my dentist told me next appointment she's going to decide whether my braces boleh de-bond before raya ke tidak. I was praying hard and tersangat lah berharap supaya tak perlu pakai braces lagi raya ni. So alhamdulillah, everything went well yesterday and i set up another appointment in 2 weeks time to de-bond the braces.

Let's hope when i see my smile in the end, it's all worth it!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Universal Studios, Singapore Part 1

Warning: Entrt panjang, banyak gambar, and spoiler lah untuk korang yang belum pegi coz i might be quiet detail on certain parts, will try to be as informative as i can and sory la klu boring.

The trip to Universal Studios (U.S) ni boleh kata macam spontaneous plan. Tak rancang sangat pun sebenarnya tapi pasal hari tu masa Matta Fair kat JB ada special offer. Cost per ticket is $66 (same as web price) tapi ada additional offer dapat voucher $10 per ticket. So we decided to grab the offer and terus plan nak pegi the next week after Matta Fair (which is yesterday). And yes, we deliberately choose to go on Tuesday pasal nak mengelakkan crowd on weekend. Would suggest the same to you guys kalau boleh pegi time weekdays, tak terlalu crowded and the queue for rides pun tak lah menyeksa jiwa sangat. In fact some rides tak payah queue pun. Boleh naik 2,3 kali lagi.

We departed from home around 7 am. Actually 1 whole day is enough to tour the U.S. Yeah, i guess Singapore U.S is not so big unlike in other countries. Arrived around 10am (jammed kat Tambak) and started our journey right away!

The U.S is divided into 7 sections which are Hollywood, New York, Far Far Away Kingdom, The Lost World, Ancient Egypt, Madagascar and Sci-Fi City. Okey i will just jump my story to rides and shows yang kitorang pegi.

Junior Roller Coaster
Our first ride. Roller coaster ni je yang kitorang sefamily semua naik. The next one my parents and sister give up tak nak naik dah.

Shrek 4D
At the section Far Far Away Kingdom. Ermm..i never watch the movie actually. Not a fan. heheh. And the 4D at the U.S is kinda boring to me. I rasa best lagi tengok 3D adventure kat Sentosa Island. But anyway dah pegi kan so tengok je lah and just enjoy it.

Waterworld show
Definitely a not to be missed show. One of the famous attraction here. Time show ni ada 1 insiden memalukan jadik kat i. Beware where you seat yourself at this show. Coz tempat duduk yang bawah dekat dengan show semua adalah soak/ splash seaters. We decided to seat at the spash area. Konon takpelah basah sikit2. So before the show started, i decided untuk turun bawah dekat main area nak bergambar konon. I didnt notice the crews masa tu tgh sibuk isi air pancut nak basahkan pengunjung. And i was the 1st one yang basah! I was right at the center membelakangkan main area berdepan dengan orang ramai and soo ready nak posing untuk amik gambar. Tiba-tiba rasa basah satu badan and and peoples there were actually laughing at me! Seriously, very embarassing moment. Memang basah kuyup. And owh the show was great, awesome, fantastic okey u got the idea now.

The incident

Some of snapshots during the show:

Then we continue our journey to the Ancient Egypt area. The surrounding here is very nice. You know with the mummia and tombs everywhere. Our next ride was:

Revenge Of the Mummy
Oh my! This is a must try. High speed roller coaster in total darkness! Gila enjoy. Walaupun takut tapi pasal best sangat kitorang naik sampai 2 kali! Just me and my brothers je. Orang tua tak payah naik lah ;p

Since its already noon we had our lunch. For information, 5 out of 13  restaurants here adalah halal. So for dining please spot the restaurant with MUIS halal logo ye. The restaurants are Oasis Spice Cafe, Goldilocks, Friar's, Casa Del Wild and Mel's Drive In. We had our lunch at Oasis. In terms of price, sangat reasonable okeh.

Ok that's the end of Part 1. Will continue to the 2nd part later on. Tak larat dah nak taip panjang2 nak upload pic lagi. huhuuu.

Sunday, August 1, 2010


Walaupun hari ni hari Isnin tapi takde masa nak bermonday blues ke apelah. Kerja di opis adalah sangat banyakkkk. Tapi ada masa pulak bukak blog. ngeh ngeh.  Please allow me to have this 15 minutes excuse okeh. Pasal kepala otak dah berpusing mengadap keje tuh. Ada sebutharga due next week lagi. Some more i'm fasting today. Tak, bukan puasa sunat. Apparently, i masih belum habis ganti puasa. hikhik. Sebenarnya macam ingat-ingat lupa dah abis ganti ke belum. Macam dah abis ari tu tapi macam belum so to be safe puasa jelah lagi. Kalau rajin nak sambung lagi sehari dua, kalau malas tunggu masuk Ramadhan jelah jawabnya. Macam yakin sangat dah abis ganti jek. Tapi last year memang i cuti puasa boleh tahan jugak banyak hari.

Got to continue my work peeps. Oh btw i'm taking a leave tomorrow. Yeah cutiiii. And tomorrow the whole family will be going to Universal Studio, Singapore. It's kinda hard to arrange some time that all 6 of us are available but finally berjaya jugak plan ni. Even earlier plan nak stay 1 nite kat Resort World but then we decided 1 day would be enough. Abis jalan balik tido kat umah je. Just wait for my update ok.

Love u all.
haha tetiba gatal pulak nak letak love love nih
That explains tajuk yang takde kena mengena langsung ;)