- 4 days before end of 2009. Urghhh..banyaknya benda tak settle lagi. Tak tau dapat cope ke tak. The worst is yet to come. Hopefully semua ok.
- Life been utterly sucks for me at the moment. Sangatlah tak terurus. Nak hujung tahun. Semuanya last minute decision. And its not easy to get everything done. For few days left ni kalu ada benda spoil memang lah.
- At this stake, boyfriend is just somebody whom you get to talk for 5 minutes a day at nite before you drift to sleep. And you havent seen your girlfriends for like, 1 month or so? Owh luckily am working with the family. So i wont hear too many complaints around me :)
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Beribu-ribu kata cerca, maki hamun dan kutukan.
Entah berapa banyak cerita-cerita tak sedap didengar.
Tak terkira malam-malam habis dengan tangisan.
Berkali-kali hati menahan sakit mendengar orang bercakap.
And yet, we're still here.
2010 gonna be tougher, i know.
i just happen to know.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Bukan sabtu je padat sebenarnya. Tiap-tiap hari dalam minggu ni pun. Since isnin kena pegi naik kl then balik jb then rabu kena naik kl lagi sampai khamis. Luckily friday public holiday so dapat la relax sikit. And the only time yang ada nak pegi beli wedding present. Anyway yesterday (sabtu) walaupun kena kerja (full day ok sampai kul 6 bukan half day) tapi sempat jugak meluangkan masa nak pegi wedding ederq dan ariff. Supposed i pegi yang kat kl side ederq baru betul tapi pasal hujung tahun kan busy straight every saturday kena kerja so i asked her permission untuk pegi side ariff in JB. Area uda tu pun dekat-dekat je ngan umah. Sorry also pasal tak dapat nak bawak pasangan (kad tu sebut omey dan pasangan hehe) instead i bring along my brother. Pasangan i..errrr....jauh la...eheheh...
So we arrived kat dewan tu around 3 something. Had our meal first. Foods quite delicious, pelamin cantik and pengantin of course la kan. Ederq looks so stunning. We didnt stay long as i have to get back to work. I siap bawak spare baju dalam kete nak tukar balik after pegi wedding. ehehe. The only spoil thing was my camera. It didnt wrk properly. Before tu ok je tapi time test kat meja makan tiba-tiba setting lari so every outcome pics yang i capture jadi over sensitive and blur. Tak cantik lah. Benci betul tau. I cuba-cuba jugak adjust masa makan but since we're running out of time so terpaksa redha. Apa ada jelah ye.
before gerak. pls, pls, just ignore my messy room ok?
cubaan me make up kan diri dalam masa 30 minit
yang tak berjaya pasal nak cepatttt
so here we go. masa ni cam tak buat hal lagi.
the only pic yang with pengantin yang ok sket.
lain sume blur
lain sume blur
Then after abis keje around 6 something terus balik siap-siap pegi jumpa dentist. Time to change the braces rubber. This time by mistake i choose bright green colour (or was it blue actually?) sumpah hodoh gila rasa macam tak sabar tukar colour lain next month. And for the time being, its better for me tak payah bukak mulut luas kalau bercakap or senyum. Will update more on it later lah. Kalau ada masa ok. Kalau.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Hi everyone. Macam lama tak update.Busy kerja. Macam banyak sungguh pulak keje skang nih. After work balik rumah sangat penat (tapi still kena maintain game facebook, still ok). Hilang mood nak update blog. Petang tadi dah siap-siap nak pegi jumpa dentist ingatkan ortho review appointment to hari ni tapi rupa-rupanya minggu depan. Haha, nasib baik i make a call first confirmkan. Pastu ingatkan nak kuar pegi Jusco ada barang sikit nak beli, then nak pegi secret recipe craving for cakes tapi last2 semua plan tak jadi pasal..err...tiba2 rasa macam nak duk umah je pulak. Malam ni kena tidur awal, esok precisely at 11am i have to be in ****, sabak bernam. Ada appointment kat sana and well, have to drive from JB. JB-sabak bernam ada dalam 6,7 jam kan? Ok bangun la pukul 3 pagi siap-siap gerak..huargghhhhh...Nasib baik one day trip jer..
Eh, ada lagi satu benda nak share. I just bought a digital camera last friday at pc fair jb. Olympus stylus 550wp.
It's a waterproof digicam. Bole amik gambar dalam air up to 10m. Menarik kan? Available in 3 colours which is white, black and blue. Mine is blue. And best thing is the price is really really affordable. It just cost me rm599 (offer price). Ok lah as i just nak digicam yang biasa biasa aje. Dad already owned a DSLR anyway.
Ok lah, till then.
Camwhore adalah satu hobi, kannn?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life And I thought hey You know this could be something 'Cause everything you do and words you say You know that it all takes my breath away And now I'm left with nothing 'Cause maybe it's true, that I can't live without you Well maybe two is better than one There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two, is better than one I remember every look upon your face, The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste You make it hard for breathing 'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away I think of you and everythings okay And finally now, we're leaving And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you Well maybe two is better than one There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking two, is better than one Yeah, yeah I remember what you wore on the first day You came into my life And I thought hey Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you Maybe two is better than one There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And you've already got me coming undone And I'm thinking Oooh I can't live without you 'Cause baby two is better than one There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life And I've figured out with all that's said and done Two, is better than one
For now, he is the only one. But can he really be the one?
Have i found what i really really searching for my whole life?
Is this the end of the road i'm taking?
Have i actually done?
1. Terjumpa kawan lama masa kat universiti.
2. Dia takdelah ingat i sangat sebenarnya so dua-dua macam teragak-agak.
3. The only thing yang keluar dari mulut dia adalah "hey u kan gf ****" (my ex actually)
I mean, of all good things about me, the only thing she can remember and relate to me is i'm ****'s girl???
what the fuck
(bold and clear)
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Hujung minggu yang macam nightmare. I barely had any sleep. Well, my iniatially plan was to have a very good rest this weekend since pasni ada projek memang gerenti penat kena keje 6 hari seminggu pagi sampai malam (i exaggerate a bit). And yeah i already ate prosperity burger. Not a fan and wonder why people love it. Its so yucky to me. Haha.
To the only one: woahh so happy you finally bought the laptop at the pc fair yesterday. But excuse me, arent you the one who comes out with like, 3000 excuses why i shouldnt waste my money to buy blackberry? But you got yourself a new laptop? Great.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
"Kenapa la kulit aku gelap sangat nampak itam betul"
(yang cakap tu sebenarnya putih melepak gebu lagi lagi)
"Ala takde duitla bulan ni gaji aku sikit je tinggal ada berape je ni camne nak shopping"
(yang cakap tu anak orang kaya, gaji beribu, handbag gucci,handphone blackberry)
"Kenapa la rasa macam gemuk sangat ni takut laa"
(yang cakap tu kurus sekeping berat cuma 40kg)
"Ala aku ni kan tak cantek, hodoh, buruk gile, sape la yang nak kann"
(yang cakap tu memang girl yang paling banyak laki nak ngurat dia kat office)
Pick the MOST ANNOYING :)
p/s: Sometimes people (me included) say something they didnt truly mean kan?